The Biggest Loser?

I worried a lot about my health these past few days.
I don't know. I just don't feel as healthy as I used too.

I think I need to lose weight.
Damn right. I really, really mean it this time.

And so I thought this fasting month gonna make the diet seems easier(..iya lah tu, lagi la banyak makan!)
But again, as I said earlier, I need to lose weight and I really, really, really mean it.

So, to all my slim and slender eating buddies, dengarlah pesanan ku ini baik-baik...

Miss A :- as much as I luuurve having our combo of mac and cheese + vanilla muffin, Mr. Kenny Rogers will not be having our visits as frequent as it used to be. And as for having our regular 1901's New York Chicken while catching movies at GSC, the 1901's treats are now limited only to movies that run for more than 2 hours (the consumption of corn-in-cup, however, shall later be revised)

Mdm K :- Our Sushi King lunch date should be strictly 'sushi'..no additional tempura set, or all the deep fried things that march on the conveyor belt. And NO MORE visit to that all-greasy, all chunky-meat, nasi padang place.

Miss F :- My apologies in advance, if on my next stop to your house, and if your housemate- the talented cook; Miss S is cooking her famous Mee Ken Chong as always, I won't be eating as much and I shouldn't be having the 2nd serving and let say if I even think of getting near the Mee Ken Chong for the 2nd serving, I consent you to slap me on the face.

Miss L :- I know Jati Tomyam served the most wickedly, sinfully delicious Sup Daging, but for this time being, we have to settle for Tom Yam seafood (it also tastes good, what..) Don't worry, the prawns are all yours.

Miss Y :- How can we say no to Soto Jawa?? ah, tidak!! no more 'breakfast of champion' @ Seri Murni la until next year, Kawang huhu..

So, here's a picture, the most recent one, of my fat self :-

*Shit...macam mengandung 4 bulan hahaha...

I shall upload a new picture on January 1st, 2010.Hopefully a way better picture than this one.
If by January 1st, I don't upload any new picture, that would mean :

a) I am still a fat-ass
b) The DIY diet program obviously didn't work
c) My fats are super-stubborn, they refused to leave my body
d) I succumbed to the temptations of cheese and sugar
e) I don't have camera (lame excuse!)
f) Fat is the IN look for 2010

Wish me luck. We wait and see what will happen in 4 months hehehe....

Childish

2 more days to my 31st birthday.
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It's just a number. So far, it doesn't come with extra responsibilities. Nor does it comes with additional wisdom or maturity - or does it? or even if it does, I do still feel childish in a lot of ways.

My major concern about getting old(er) are the facts that I am nothing but a decaying organic matter like everything else that exist in this world.
And the fact that maybe I have not been using or utilizing this organic vessel that I am in, to it's optimum purpose.

I've been having this 'vessel' on loan for almost 31 years and what have I done with it?
So, today, I promise (promise is such a strong word to use, kan?) myself to try harder to not break my previous, current and coming promises to myself, to be a better care taker of my vessel - health wise, emotional wise, material wise, spiritual wise.

I am thankful to God for my wonderful life and I always pray for a long, healthy, prosperous life ahead.

And to all the people around me who've decided to love me (or the very least, not to hate me) ; family, friends..you know who you are, I am thankful for your presence and I appreciate your tolerant on how childish I could be sometimes.

Gone Coco-nuts in August!

My island-inspired birthday party was great.
I shared the party with my August's babes : Miss A and Miss F.
The celebration was held on August 1st, which fell exactly on Miss A's birthday : 14 days short to Miss F's birthday : 19 days to go to MY birthday.

Yaay! We're (almost) 31!!!

And despite of all the wrong turns taken, the bad decisions made, the suppressed angers and unsaid thoughts, the under-achievements and constant procrastinations; pretty much all the bad and ugly things that 2009 so far had bring, I am glad that we're still very much celebrating life as it is.

Thankful that we're alive.
Thankful that we're surrounded by friends, by families, by people who cares about us.

Checked out our birthday cake ;
Mataii! 3 tingkat lagi. Men ko burung!! (hahaha sangat rempit kata2 ku..) . The cakes were a birthday prezzies from Miss Y and Miss I. We love you, darls!


I tell you, this place is awesome. It's just a small inn by the beach, located at Kinarut. Miss F was the one to first discovered this place, and all of us fell in love with it almost instantly. Here are some more photos from the party :

*Dancing in the moonlight!!


*Macam tambirang gilak muka ku di sini hahaha
*Miss S (center) thanx for coming, and special thanx to Kak L and family who had contribute so much to make this party happened.
*Do we all looked 31 to you?? I DON'T THINK SO!! (Haha..so in denial)


Damn. Now that you're older, the years seemed to move so fast.

To all my friends; my bebs (and a couple of dudes) who cared enough to show up and partied with us, thanks sooooooo much! And all the other friends who couldn't make it that night due to unavoidable circumstances and geographical barriers, all I can honestly say is, "Wish you were there!!"
And to all those other people who couldn't care less even to reply on our request to r.s.v.p, no worries, that would be the last time I'd ever bothered you with my invitation of any sort.

Hope we all live long enough to celebrate more birthdays ahead.
Hope we all will live a long, happy, prosperous and meaningful life, InsyAllah.